My Voice


Welcome

Thank you for visiting this site.


Who am I?

Why am I here?

How did I get here?

What's next when I leave here?

These questions inevitably come into focus for anyone seeking personal growth regardless of which lens they use to measure their growth. That lens could be spiritual, scientific, cultural, religious, philosophical, physical, material, familial, tribal, experiential ... Any combination of belief systems can provide a structure to answer existential questions.


There are many resources people can use to help answer these questions. I choose the Freedom Teachings™ originally available from Azurite Press, and the Tan-Tri-Ahura Teachings™ from ARhAyas Productions, as foundational reference materials. This site includes notes, conclusions and commentary resulting from my personal research using my own library of those teachings. Storing my research on this site makes it easy to organize and review topics that are often spread across several handbooks and videos.

Some of the text on this site appears in pale turquoise font. That indicates discrepancies in the teachings, or where I fundamentally disagree with what is presented as factual. So this site represents my own studies, discernments and resulting perspective of the teachings including transparent disclosures where I disagree with the materials. I also share quite transparently how I have used the teachings (with discipline and discernment) to answer my own big questions.

I don't agree with everything presented in the teachings, but that does not mean I allow cognitive dissonance to rule out the entire wealth of information. Nor do I judge how others choose to view or use the teachings. Everyone has the right to choose their own perspective. Free will choice must prevail.

Three Sections

Communication: details and milestones from my personal journey

Community: examples of reverent service and inspired participation

Integrity: references and commentary from my personal research



Each section connects holistically to the others.

For example, most tabs in theIntegritysection cite study references for the Communication recordings. Meanwhile, the last two tabs (General Reference and Timeline Reference) organize research references to provide context for the discernments and perspectives in both the Community & Communication sections.

References in theCommunitysection show my focus and intention to participate in the KS community with integrity and effectively communicate my perspective.

So, I begin withCommunicationwhere I do my best to transparently share my efforts to participate in the community with integrity.

Communication

details and milestones from my personal journey


These recordings express my subjective perspective. I say that specifically to highlight reverence and respect for the sanctity of each person's natural subjectivity. Truth is subjective. This is my subjective truth. And I honor the right of others to have their own viewpoint which may or may not agree. I made these recordings to register and share personal milestones gently and candidly. Each recording represents the perspective I held at the time it was made. Of course, my perspective evolves as I continue my bio-regenesis work and research. Please consider what is shared here in that context. This is a chronicle of my subjective perspectives.


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Accountability and the 2014 Council Petition

(Aug 2014)


An appeal I made in Council declaring my accountability, petitioning for utmost protection, and sharing related details.


2014 Petition   



Discernments, Accountability & Transparency

(Sept 2014)


Reading of an email describing discernments and requesting more accountability and transparency. These details played into my choice to offer no support (or resistance) to the MCEO including any alliances, or objectives they choose.


Discernment Details   


Personal Narrative

(Dec 2014)


Context and details from my personal journey. I discuss a series of experiences that led me to the contemporary teachings. I also cover specifics about my personal origins and how that influences my free will choices and discernments.



Introduction   


Self-Healing & Twin   


Concluding Comments   

2015 Council Petition

(Aug 2015)


Explanation and reading of Council Petition made during Hethalon 2015. The encryption is more combative than other petitions which reflects the struggles I was having at the time.


2015 Petition   


Personal Bio-regenesis Choices

(Nov 2015)


Explanation of my personalized approach to bio-regenesis. A high-level overview that is not meant to be step-by-step instruction as much as exposure for how I tackle the intense and complex goals I set for my own healing. Also, some anecdotal recounting of my experiences.


Healing Perspectives   


2016 Petition

(Aug 2016)


My council petition for Hethalon 2016 affirms my choice to impeccably set myself free.


2016 Petition


KS Transparency Interview

(Feb 2017)


Interview about my life experience. Starting with my path to finding the teachings, then my choices and experiences with the community of people associated with the teachings.





2017 Petition

(Aug 2017)


Details of my council petition for Hethalon 2017. Focusing on a major new healing plateau releasing myself from entanglements. Also, discussing preferences in a new way that is even more freeing. And then sharing the deep inner peace that goes with these major shifts in perspective.



2017 Petition


2018 & 2019 Hethalon Petitions


Hethalon for 2018 & 2019 are private.

2020 Petition

(2020)


My participation in council shifts for Hethalon 2020 to embrace brevity and prefer and energetic exchange.


2020 Petition

Open Letter to My Twin

(Hethalon 2021)


Hethalon 2021 council communication was on the subject of recording a lovingly transparent, compassionate and comprehensive explanation of the choices I make and the reasons I make them.

(So, 2021 was not a "petition" per se. It's reasonable to assume that 2020 was the last Hethalon formulated as a petition.)





(video pending)

Assimilation Patterns

(2021)


An overview of the Assimilation Virus agenda. And an explanation of how I recognize it and navigate through it.


Assimilation Patterns   

(pending)

Timeline Details

(2021)


Universal history related to the Assimilation Virus agenda. This narrative is a transformative perspective of history and our contemporary situation compared to what is presented in the teachings.

This provides context for many of the discernments and doubts I have about the teachings.


Assimilation Timeline

(pending)

Community

examples of reverent service and inspired participation


Documents I've produced as part of my research of The Freedom Teachings™ and the Tan-Tri-Ahura Teachings™.  In some cases these documents are derivative works using the teachings in my personal library as source reference materials. Others are completely original works or communications.

I found the teachings in the summer of 2010 by watching the Project Camelot Interview. After watching the 3-part interview of Ashayana Deane (also known as Speaker One or E'Asha), I learned there was a community of a few thousand people all over the globe actively using the teachings. I learned the community was called the "Indigo Shield", "KS Shield", or "KSers" — shorthand for Keylontic Science.

Early on I engaged fully in the KS community, joining the Aurora Earth project and participating in online and workshop communities. I also joined a local KS group that met at least once a month at the home of someone active in KS for over a decade. My intention is to contribute and serve the community in meaningful ways. The items in this section represent some of my contributions.


Web portal
&
Business plan

(submitted several times 2010 - 2017)

I submitted this design for a powerful, easy to use web portal to simplify complex, compound searches of the entire KS archive including writings, audio, video & diagrams. I also submitted a high-level business plan designed specifically to create passive income to improve financial independence for core shield.

Each time I suggested my design for the web portal I emphasized the win-win potential. Implementing this subscription-based application would produce passive income for core shield while also giving KS students a powerful learning tool at a very reasonable monthly subscription cost.

The last time I presented the idea was emailed in July 2017.

Digital artwork

(2010 - today)

While I don't think it's appropriate to post my personal artwork online, I mention it here to encourage others to experience the same deep, loving connection with the consciousness represented in the sacred geometry of the codes.

My own preference is to use software to work with and color the line art of KS codes. But all forms of artistic expression can help create a deeper understanding.

Spark reservoir

(Feb 2011)

This was a design for a idea-spark reservoir and for building bridges between various groups on the Aurora Earth Project. This was one way I tried to help facilitate moving projects through development.

Accountability and discernment

(Mar 2011)

This was a project aimed at discouraging centralized censorship on the Aurora Earth Tribe forums

Early on, prior to the start of Aurora Earth, I noticed the prominence of censorship and centralized control in the eGroups which was always troubling to me. So for the Aurora Earth project I tried to shift from a small group of individuals censoring, to giving all forum members accountability and discernment for forum content.

This is one way to move towards a more synocratic online forum.

Fearlessness

(Jun 2011)

I did a project to create a week-long progressive plan of daily activities to help amplify and stabilize the Attitudes and Responsibilities of Mastery (A&Rs) in my daily experience. This example covers fearlessness but this can be adapted for any attitude, responsibility or virtue (or even belief).

Conquering the many, often subtle expressions of fear in this world is critical to bioregenesis.

Master search

(Jan 2012)

I use Adobe Acrobat Pro to do master searches of my entire library of KS materials. These searches create a complete reference list for a particular word or phrase in printed materials. These searches are incredibly helpful to piece together important details that are often dispersed across several years/workshops. So I wrote this for a friend and am sharing it here for all to benefit.

The Search Results Page has links to over 1,000 examples of these search results.

Biblical breeding

(Jun 2012)

I created this chart depicting details of breeding arrangements as they were defined in the teachings over the years.

It's important to note these details are pulled from the teachings with one exception. The only detail not found in the teachings is the date of the arranged marriage between Marahari & Jeshewua. That comes from me.

Inquiring about collaborative healing

(Aug 2012)

This email was sent to MCEO Speaker 1 (the translator of the teachings in contemporary times) as I was deciding whether to attend the October 2012 Peru Workshop. I also sent a notice of this email to eGroup moderators.

It was around this time that I grew more concerned there may never be collaborative healing between myself and the MCEO Cloister (especially Speakers 1, 2 & 3 and the rest of what came to be called "Core Shield").

Consciousness constructs

(Aug 2013)

I developed this ShA-DahL-uun reference to share with a local shield where I was a member. The purpose is to improve understanding of the interconnectedness of consciousness constructs along these three data vectors:

      ShA-DahL-uun Elemental Command
      Life Force Flow
      Dimensional Structure

Manifesting Reference Chart

(Sep 2014)

One of the ways I investigate the Law of One in the teachings is to find seemingly disparate data and compile it into one view.

In this chart I show how Hova Bodies relate to many other aspects of manifest consciousness.

Downstepping

(Sep 2015)

I created a depiction of downstepping based on memories from a personal experience shortly after I made the August 2015 petition.

The chart shows various consciousness constructs used to downstep to the outer densities. This reality is in the outer-most reaches of Density 1. The simplicity of this chart helped me understand the important distinctions between downstepping and manifesting.

Social Media

(Feb 2017 - today)

After the February 2017 Interview on the KS Reality Channel, I joined the related social media site. Here are excerpts of my comments and posts.

Gate Systems

(2021)

In the teachings, we learn a planet has the same chakra system as people. Except planet-sized chakras are called Star Gates.

This planet has many unnatural gates that have been implanted over the eons as the dramas wore on.

The most accurate term for all these gates implanted on Earth is "wormholes" because that is the correct term for false chakras.

"The most important thing to know is that the Halls of Amenti represent a time warp portal system. They create wormholes that go between various points of time in our Earth into various points in time in post- and pre-cataclysmic Tara." ~Speaker 1

(Amenti Series Workshop DVD 3 @ 2 mins 12 seconds)

Wormholes are represented throughout the teachings as distortions of the organic grid systems. So why then are the Amenti Gates defined as wormholes while also defined as the means for salvation, or rescue?

Life Force Flows

(2021)

This chart is something I've been updating over the years to keep track of the many aspects of what is commonly called "gender".

In the teachings we learn about the three states of "Life Force Flows": ManU, EirA and ManA (God Force, Feminine and Masculine respectively).

Integrity

references and commentary from my personal research


One of the most rewarding accomplishments of any spiritual journey is to parse one's own subjective truth amidst a framework of contrasting beliefs held as true from others' perspectives. Sincerely figuring out what you hold as true among all the things you are observing. This process is improved with courage, respect, dignity and self-love required to expose and examine deeply-held, even ancestral beliefs.

But that's especially challenging when you realize everyone has their own subjective beliefs that they hold true. So, determining what is factual (i.e. true for everyone) often sparks debate even for things that present as scientifically provable. And when the powerful forces of righteousness and fear mingle with subjective truth, it can be near impossible to allow for the sanctity of diverse individual perspectives (subjective truth). Then there's the intoxicating habit of declaring one's beliefs to be "facts" ...

Cognitive dissonance is in my opinion the most vicious and damaging impulse in human experience. It's when people equate their beliefs with absolute truth and often demand others accept their beliefs as factual. This impulse pattern is the bedrock for war, hate, othering, bigotry ... pretty much anything that drives separation. That's why I feel cognitive dissonance is so destructive. It amplifies inner disharmony by projecting it out into the world. And then when the world does not conform, the whole cycle starts all over again. It's a thought trap that can trigger aggressive emotions.

So, I do my best to avoid that trap and to be aware when I feel my own taut triggers for cognitive dissonance. I try to explore and challenge my beliefs objectively. Do they hold-up to scrutiny? Can I hold two seemingly-opposite things as simultaneously true? Is my perspective the result of harmful auto-thoughts brought on to combat the discomfort of cognitive dissonance, or to avoid presumed future pain and discomfort?

In the Communication and Community sections above I shared my subjective truth. Here in the Integrity section, I do my best to sincerely and respectfully reconcile my truth with what is presented in the teachings. By doing this, I'm exemplifying standing in my own subjective truth while also accepting and allowing parts of the teachings I do not agree with to be true for others. These are the research notes and references from my own personal studies. And I encourage others to do their own research and exploration.

Immersing myself in the teachings is the most expansive, loving journey I could ever imagine. This entire site is a living reference for my journey that I use and update regularly.

 

Search Results Page
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